Today.

Today, after many months blaming myself.
I believe Ruin is the road to transformation.
I am ready for those endless waves of transitions.
Today I let go.

Because I knew you....

Dear readers,

Today a friend posted this video on Facebook. And I suddenly remembered my highschool years in Methodist Ladies' College ='(

Those 3 years spent in MLC were the best times (then comes Uni life).

This song is very significant to me because it was our Year 12 2008 leaving song.

The lyrics expresses how I felt about those 3 years I have spent schooling in the 'burbs very well.

" It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you"

It was a time where I loved & lost

Learnt & Cherish

Worked & Toiled

Laughed & Cried

.....

This song is dedicated

To all Year 12 '08 leavers of Methodist Ladies College, Melbourne

&

To all my friends from high school or uni,

....I am about to tear up....

I miss my Dinda =(

Dinda, Me, Wei Lyn, Mel & May

Best Roomate ever.

Dinda, Wei Lyn & I - Swinburne times -

Margie & I

Boarding House Prefects '08
All the beautiful ladies

Best Friends Forever =')

&

New found friends....

Every obstacle I faced, we got through it together.

Thank you for the memories and making me who I am today.

I miss and will you all everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

You will never be forgotten.

I love you all.

xoxo,

C

Dear Universe.

The universe has shown me that I cannot have everything I want. Its time I stop being selfish and be grateful for what I already have. I will always treasure this point in time, knowing that you were always there for me. But knowing that you will be loving another has made me so happy that you have found someone that you truly deserve. I wish I could have made you happy as well but like the universe says, I cannot have everything I want. So it's time I become the better person and give you the friendship and support that you have always given me. I cannot believe you made me feel this way, but I just want to thank you. Maybe this is me realising that I have someone who will always be there and love me plus a little bit more. Maybe this is me thinking that I could please the world. Maybe this is me being happy for you and knowing that you will still be there for me as a friend whenever I need you.

.This is me being unselfish.

Ew. Mush. Mush. Mush and more mush.

But mush aside,

The universe has made me learn. Even if I had to learn the hard way, that there will always be those who love me no matter what. I will forever cherish these memories, I have had with my friends. The times in the library, the Random Road Trips, the spontaneous breakfasts, lunches and dinners, the checking in here and there on FourSquare, the shopping, the hugs, the kisses. The universe has been kind to me. So for that I thank you to those who are apart of my universe. I love. I Thank You. I cherish you. And right now, there is only one person, the universe has lead me to. And this person, is mine and only mine. I love him and only him. He's perfect. He's patient. He was always there. Only I failed to see that. So again.

.Thank you.

Thank you universe. You have thought me well.

xoxo,

C

Waiting

This week I patiently awaited two things that are basically life changing. I tried staying up for one of them but it was a bit too late for me as I had an exam to study for the next day :(

So anyway it was Monday night where I sat in my little study under the heater, waiting patiently for the APPLE KEYNOTE to come on so I can see the new Apple product that I was going to buy and probably get before anyone else. After hours and hours of searching on Google, Apple store and Twitter. I finally gave up after finding out that it was going to start at 4am Melbourne Time. I couldn't wait because I really had hoped that Steve Jobs made that particular product different to what Gizmodo had pleasantly ruined. So I couldnt wait to see what it looked like!

If you haven't already guessed what it is, and have been living under a rock for the past week, its the new iPhone 4 :) Hallelujah! I can replace my iPhone 3G! The new iPhone 4 will be a nice little addition to my Apple gadget family =)






















Twas rather excited when my dad put in orders for my iPhone 4 =) Yes orders! to ensure that I GET MINE?!?!?!? both in the US and in KL =) Those in KL, hurry and get your orders in, a lil birdy told me that stock of the iPhone 4 will be very very Limited. Ofcourse I could be exaggerating =) but I don't lie =)

Daddy says:
spoke to unc doug's brother andrew looks like the iphone 4 will be in KL end of June early july, told him to book 1 OK?

I say:
Okay sounds goodso its rolling out on the 25th june oso?

Daddy says:
Not sure but he sez there will limited stock sent to M'sia so hopefully we get yours?

I say:
okay i hope he books

Daddy says:
well he owns machines so as a retailer should be able to get.

\o/

That wasn't all.... I waited for something epic, but it was delayed by a day :( So on Tuesday night, I WAITED DOWN TIL THE SECOND and then at the stroke of 2am on Wednesday morning. I, Cashreyn Mohd. Azlan was one in 200people in the world to view this:

I literally had goosebumps as I watched the video in awe. Lady GaGa is truly beautiful. I could cry :( I have waited my entire life for this. She never fails to impress me =) and the world. I love her I love her I love her!

So yes world, I have been waiting for those 2 things this week. However, I was more excited for "Alejandro". Do you have any idea how preetay her video looks on HD on my iPad?! Oh Ma Lord!

Actually there was something I did this week as well. I actually had a taste of what it would be like to be a model! Always wanted to make love to the camera. So there I was. SNAP SNAP SNAP SNAP CLICK CLICK CLICK POSE POSE POSE POSE boy was it tiring! But I cannot wait to see the piccies!

Alvin Wong was the photographer, and I would like y'all to visit his site!

http://www.alvinwong.com.au

ch-ch-ch-check it out!

I hope I don't look fat!

Thank you Alvin Wong, I can now cross MODELLING off my Bucket List =)

Also readers, please keep an eye on this hunkay hunkay!? I want to marry him. It is obvious he is SUPER HOT and Scrumptious. But behind all those goods, lies a beautiful person (literally teehee) who writes and composes his own music =) And to further make you drool, Garland appeared from no where and onto the big stage at one of the American Idol shows Google and Youtube his performance NOW! Also, if you guy didn't know, Travis Garland was apart of the boyband NLT, singing alongside Glee's Kevin "Artie" McHale.

Om Nom Nom Nom! - So without further ado, I give you, the best Airplanes cover ever.



Ps.
Exams SUCK! no one is free to do anything with you!!!!!!
Pss.
Happy betting and baracking for your favourite country at the WORLD CUP 2010! Viva Espana!

xoxo
C

Exam season

This video reminds me of the old times - where I was Princess of Clubbing - Every Friday @ Seven, Partying it up

Can't life be like this?

Parteh Parteh Parteh. Sigh.

I know I cannot stop complaining about what I want and cannot have.

But why can't someone say yes.

xoxo,

C

Its been too long

Yes its been way too long since I've posted on my blog!

Ive been terribly busy! I have to apologise for my busy social calendar which now consists of 2 days of clubbing atleast every week :)

Alot has been going on - the last time I posted was just before my birthday celebration and then FUTURE music festival

So here's what happened since then - in a nutshell

1. Having a blast at my birthday party - all my friends were there and it was some crazy shit that night! haha too too good.
2. Missing my boyfriend - Its so hard when I see other people having what I want in Uni. A guy to walk them to classes. Meet up at union house for lunch, and then after class, walk back home and just hang. URGH. Im so alone =(
3. Hating Long Distance Relationships - I miss him so much sometimes. But I know he puts in like heaps of effort in this relationship which is uber sweet and make all the other girls go DAMN YOU CASH 0=)
4. WATCHING LADY GAGA TWICE. - EPIC.
5. Did i mention watching LADY GAGA twice? and I was right up front - She was right infront of my face. I was super starstrukkkkk
6. WATCHING DAVID GUETTA up front and middle!!!! - At Future music festival, Wei Lyn & I were the last girls standing just waiting for David Guetta to appear!!! And guess what he was right infront of us. SCREAM. Despite the rain and all. Pssh, nothing was going to get in my way of seeing Guetta! Scream!
7. Excessive drinking and clubbing - ICSS Cocktail Night & Bass Lounge after 0=) oh whatta night to remember. I also go to Seven every week! I didnt go once coz of Lady Gaga haha!
8. The end of my term at the Melbourne University Overseas Student Service - Finally the worst Job on earth is over! Sure it was fun. But it was tiring as shit.
9. 
   Random Road Trips - Ruru, Lukey and I. Awesome ROAD TRIP buddies!! haha LOVES it! Look at Ruru at the Wheel he looks sooo happy!
10. Boyfriend visiting me :) - During the Easter break, my baby came to visit me and he loved Melbourne :)) Even my friends fell in love with em!!
11. Meeting new exciting people - Going out every Friday, youre bound to meet awesome hospitable new friends. Its really wonderful! I love it!
12. Uni & Assignments - Yuck.
13. Getting a post in the International Commerce Student Society - You are not looking at the new IT Director! All I do is spam with you with Facebook stuff tho! haha :)
14. Hanging out at the library most of the time. - Im turning a new leaf. GASP. New policy - Study hard, Party hard! woot woo!

So yes all these things happened. Which I failed to post up and its been a month. Geez so many things happened over a span of one month.

Yes yes this miss has been busy busy busy! but loving it though! My friends are like the best in the world!

I have been keeping myself busy I guess because Long Distance Relationship (LDR) hasnt been treating me well. I know were in the same country etc. but I feel alone when I need him the most. sigh. stupid LDR. But the fact that it will be all good in the long run is what is keeping me going. I'm trying super duper hard to resist temptations :) Its for the better anyways :)

I can't wait for the holidays! I remember how fun it was - wake up in the later arvo and all that. Awesome! lol

For now tho. the focus is to Study hard and Party hard. All in all its been super duper fun! Social life is rocking! woo hoo

Until next time!

xoxo

C

And so it goes

So its almost been a week since I came back to Melbourne,

Happy to see my Melbourne Kids! especially with the weekend line up!

I wish the boyfriend and KL kids could come along for the awesome ride tho :(

Friday: Back to School Clubbing with Ashley, Howie, Sean and Chris :) Hopefully Mr. Ponniah makes an appearence!!

Ashley is staying at my place at night too =D

Saturday: MUOSS Buddy Program, Skype Date with my baby then its of to Hannah's Bday Drinkies with Luke and Ruru :)

Sunday: Future Music Festival where I will see DAVID GUETTA!!!!! SCREAMMMM

hahaha ZOMG its going to be mad!!!

But I wish Ben came and partied with us :( Condolences to him and his family :(

R.I.P Grandma Ha :(

The Polaroid will definitely be out that day =D I cannot wait! I wish my bofyriend came with me gosh.

So anyway! Here is my Timetable! Pretty good I must say! My subjects are pretty good too :)

Thanks for the timetable jpg baby :)

See the gaps? :) Monday and Wednesday off!!! OOORAH!! Friday just 2 hours! plenty of time to get ready for Clubbing 0=)

Gosh if the boyfriend was here as well, we could do so much damage.. hahaha! <3

Im trying this new thing where everytime after a lecture and tute of the same subject - I quickly do notes about it after so It'll be easier for me during exam time :) or should I say Just before exam time haha =D So off I go!! totally hope it works hahaha

In conclusion,

hopefully this weekend turns out to be a blast!!

Only 3 weeks til my baby comes to see me in Melbs!!!

WHEEEEEE

Until next week!

xoxo,

C